I think this might be the biggest reason that spouses and significant others of chefs find my website. Many of us are sitting at home on Saturday nights while most of our friends are out and about . . . yet our chefs are at work and we are home by ourselves (or with the kids) and are lonely.
It’s interesting. Loneliness has looked different to me at different times in my life.
When we were first married and my husband and I were working opposite schedules, I would get home, eat dinner by myself, and spend the night alone. I was lonely. I missed him. I wished he could be home so we could spend time together. I hated having all that time without him.
I found ways to occupy my time while he was at work. I watched TV, worked on my weekly Bible Study, did pages in my scrapbook, etc. But I would still think of him many times during the night and miss him. I was lonely. It was silent in our home and I struggled with the long hours he was working. I hated having all that time to myself.
Fast forward 19 years and the loneliness looks different. (I wish I had more time by myself – LOL!)
Our home is full of noise and little people. I am no longer alone in the afternoons and evenings when my chef/husband is working. I am surrounded by 3 children.
Yet somehow I still get lonely. The kids keep me company and talk my ear off. (I love them dearly, but do wish the house was a bit quieter.) I always have someone to do something with, although it might be playing a game of Go Fish or Just Dance instead of going out for a nice quiet dinner or going on a quiet walk. How is it that my life is full of people I love, yet I’m still lonely at times?
For me, it’s because of 1 reason. And as I think about it, it’s actually a really good reason. I am lonely because I miss my best friend. Of all the people here on earth, my chef/husband is the one I want to spend time with and when he is working a ton of hours, I miss him and get lonely. I miss talking about life. I miss laughing. I miss him making jokes. I miss him helping cook. I even miss him falling asleep on the sofa next to me because he’s so exhausted from work. I just miss him!
While this loneliness of being a chef wife, stinks, I am so glad to be married to my best friend and that after 19 years, we still want to spend time with each other more than with anyone else.
During those times I’m feeling lonely and really missing him, I try and think of something we’ve done together recently or look forward to a time soon he is supposed to be off. I’m thankful for hobbies that keep me busy on the nights he is working. I’m thankful for friends who come over and keep me company.
Being alone and lonely isn’t easy as a chef wife. Is that something you struggle with as well? What do you do to keep busy when your chef is working?
From one chef wife to another,
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